Sad week.....

Haiz... I donno how many time I cried this week already.... I've lost count....

Was listening to Sarah McLacthlan's - I Love You... Teared a little cause the song is about a person who forgot to tell the person that she loved that she loved him. And by the time she wanted to tell him, it was too late already...
Reminds me all so much that I always wanted to tell my parents that I loved them... but never had the courage to... cause they would think that I'm half-insane from all the stress that I've been getting....

Came back from Tim's father's remembrance service... was feeling very hungry cause I only ate a few sandwiches for the whole day only..
My father saw that I had been eating porridge after porridge for almost a fortnight and decided that I should not have to suffer so much and specially went down to Serengoon to buy my famous Tosai to eat...
I was so touched when I saw the food... Though I couldn bring myself to hug him and tell him thank you, I still smiled gratefully at him.... and he smiled back!
I felt so blessed... I still have a father who cares for me....

I love my family...

Went to visit Timothy along with Sarah and Sonia today during lunch break... after DVPA, I went back to see Timothy....
saw Mr Loh and Mr Rajan came and left
saw May, Flora and Becky came and left
saw Ms Annie Cheung and her friend came and left
saw Ms Kwa and Ms Nga came and left
saw SPCC people came and left...

I'm so happy that Timothy has so many people who care for him...

still..

I will miss the old Timothy...
The new Timothy will be much more matured, serious and strong... being the man of the house now, he will not be able to spend so much time with his friends doing unneccesary stuff like sitting for long hours and crapping away...

But still, he will always be the same Timothy that I respect and admire...
My bestest of the bestest friend, leader, brother, teacher, comforter and confider...

Friends Forever


Treasure life, live it as though tomorrow will never come, do the best for today for the people around you...

P.S. Actually I have a MUCH MUCH longer post... just that blogger cock up last minute and deleted it... bleahz